19 Years Old

Well, I'm 19 years old starting yesterday.
There are few things I'm happy but a lot of thing I'm not happy about on my birthday.
I'm happy because 2 Australian friends came and visit me on Christmas and we met the last on my birthday nearly evening. I miss them and thanks for your wishes, David and Matthew. I will find some time travel to Alice Springs...
And my family do wished me and celebrate with me...thanks Dad, Mom, Bryan, John, Popo, Wei Wei, Wen Jie, Sister Yun, Eldest Aunty and Uncle On(I forgot how to spell his name).

I'm not happy because This Birthday is one of the most boring birthday ever.
I was like having a normal day like I'm having now. I hate that...I always have a normal day in my birthday. Every time I plan to have a party, it must be a 110% failure.
I had my birthday for the 19th time and not one is a success...At least I got 3 presents from my friends...thanks guys and gals...
I always wanted a very special birthday in my life...I want all my friends even they don't know one another gathered together in one hall...just to celebrate with me but turns out what? Sms-es and Comments. But at least they shows appreciations and respect to my birthday. But this is not what I've expected in Kampar Life. They say that they always help celebrating to one another but it didn't happen on me. It's a pity. Nevermind, once I graduate, I will work Overseas and have a party of a life time. I'm not scolding you readers...I'm just expressing my feelings on my birthday.

But still, thanks for the wishes guys and good luck in the whole year of 2010...

Album Review: Adam Lambert-For Your Entertainment

It's another Album Review...this time, I looked into an album that I always wanted since he sang that almost blew me away in American Idol. He is the one and only Adam Lambert who should have beat Kris Allen in the show. One word can explain the whole album which is 'WOW'!!!!
His voice did not almost but totally blew me away. The Best Album I got so far.
This album contains the total of 14 tracks.
First of all, I hate the album cover...it's horrible and he looks like a girl...I really hate it...I rather prefer this(bottom) to that one(upper).
From where I come from, some music shops display the black cover as the album cover while most display the girlish cover which is horrible.
Once I got it, I quickly rush to my music room and put it out LOUD!!!!!
I was like HOLY CRAP...
HE IS AWESOME...
I WILL NOT REGRET GETTING THIS ALBUM!!!!!!

Now, for rating and comment each songs...

1. Music Again 4.5 out of 5

When he is in the high pitch moment, he sounded like Mika, overall, I love it...

2. For Your Entertainment 5 out of 5

Best Track in the whole Album...

3. Whataya Want From Me 4 out of 5

it's alright for me but I love the chorus...

4. Strut 4 out of 5

It's a fun track...

5. Soaked 3 out of 5

It's alright but kinda nice

6. Sure Fire Winners 5 out of 5

this track allows me to shout when it comes to chorus...I love this one...

7. Loaded Smile 3 out of 5

It's alright...too normal

8. If I Had You 4.5 out of 5

It's a very fun track...I kinda love this track and I love the chorus...

9. Pick U Up 3 out of 5

It's a okay track...

10. Fever 4.5 out of 5

Totally Lady Gaga style and I like it...

11. Sleepwalker 5 out of 5

Another Favorite Track...I love this track very much...It had me emotional when I sing this

12. Aftermath 4.5 out of 5

Nice and loud...I love the chorus...

13. Broken Open 1.5 out of 5

I hate this track...too slow and horrible...

14. Time For Miracles 4.5 out of 5

Although this track is for 2012 but still I love it...very emotional...

Overall, I love this album and I totally recommend it...go and get a copy and you won't regret it and to those Adam's FAN, I will love it...

Busy Weeks

Hey, guys...I'm sorry for not blogging this 3 or 4 weeks because I'm working my ass off...I have my group presentation starting next week, but still, I have alot of assignment that needs to be done. After this 2 weeks which is after Christmas, I'm a wild stallion running free.

There are few things I'm excited about next week.
1. My Austrialian Friends are coming to visit me on Christmas.
2. Starting today(start count today), I have 9 days to my special day and that day I have to thanks to my Mom.
3. I'm gonna be Joker for my Press Conference.
4. My Austrialian Friends also gonna celebrate my special day with me.

I am so looking forward for this 4 special day.

By the way, I won't be blogging thesedays as my works are keeping me friking busy...

New Albums...Hooray...I love them very much...

OH MY GOD!!!
I can't believe I finally owe a copy of original of For Your Entertainment by Adam Lambert and original of Play On by Carrie Underwood...
I am both artist's fan...
My uncle from Singapore just brought me those beautiful album...I will treasure it...
I can't believe it...their songs are sung by their beautiful voices...no wonder they are American Idol(sorry Adam, but you are an American Idol in my heart which you should have been if not for Kris Allen...).
These are the Album I got...

Adam Lambert-For Your Entertainment

Carrie Underwood-Play On(3rd Album from her...totally love her)

I will make a Album Review on them after I enjoy them 1st...

Music Video of 'Never Gonna Be Alone' by Nickelback

Again, masterpiece by Nickelback...this music video is so good, it makes me tear every time I watch it...very meaningful, touching and lovely...This song is from the album 'Dark Horse'...I have never watch a masterpiece since 'Savin Me', 'If Today Was Your Last Day' and 'Someday' by Nickelback...

Here's the Music Video...I love it so much...

Never Gonna Be Alone by Nickelback

Part 4 of Chapter 2 of Book 1

One Word, Stress.
My current room have been a trash for this 3 0r 4 weeks and I have cleaned it with my free time...I cleaned my bathroom, my fan, my room and closet. I bought 2 perfume, 1 for my room and another for my closet...smell so nice when I open each door...

But still, I am with myself but with more confident in the exam...
I have change alot in this semester. I have slept early and wake up early, I have study real hard and pay alot of attention during class...

I have spent very few time in front of my computer...I only watch shows in my computer during meal time...

My friend, David told me that he have planned that he and his elder brother is coming to Malaysia and at the same time to visit me...how delightful and wonderful...I am very glad that they are coming...
I won't be going back to my hometown for 5 weeks because Mid-term examinations, Assignments and Presentations are coming in my way...guess I have to work really hard...

The one thing that I wanted to do is nowadays I kept listening to my old musics...I am very looking forward to listen to new musics from my favorite artist...by the way, I wanna listen to Carrie Underwood's latest album since I'm a big fan of her voice...talking about voice...Adam Lambert's album too...I am so looking forward to have both of my favorite artist album...

So that the end of Part 4...

Happy Birthday Bryan...

This post is dedicated to my dearest eldest brother, Byran.
Happy Birthday to you...Happy 22nd Birthday...
I hope that you are spending your birthday with your wife.
You have been the best eldest bro to me.
You have been taking care of me when we were much younger.
You have taught me everything regarding on anything to me.
I still remember that I cried when you went to University on your 1st day.
I felt that our bond is so strong that 3 of us couldn't be separated, ever.
At the end, Happy Birthday

The Handsome Nerd, Bryan...

Live like We're Dying by Kris Allen

I am very very very impress by Kris Allen...
The only song that I love from him is Heartless during the competition in American Idol season 8.
In msn, I saw my younger bro who is a fan of kris listening to Kris Allen's new song. So I gave it a shot...turns out, it was nice...I'm very impress. I have been listening to it 20 times or more today...I went to jogging to the nearest garden and it's the only song I have been listening over and over again...
It's very nice...I love the chorus...my younger bro love the song like I love For Your Entertainment by Adam Lambert...(my bro and I are archenemy...)...just a joke...but still I do support Kris...Okok, I support Adam Lambert the most...

Here the preview of the song but this time, you gonna have to press the play button...sorry...there's too many song preview in my blog...

Live Like Were Dying - Kris Allen


The lyrics...

Kris Allen
Live Like We're Dying lyrics

Sometimes we fall down and can't get back up
We're hiding behind skin that's too tough
How come we don't say I love you enough
Till it's too late, it's not too late
Our hearts are hungry for a food that won't come
We could make a feast from these crumbs
And we're all staring down the barrel of a gun
So if your life flashed before you, what would you wish you would've done

[Chorus]
Yeah, gotta start
Looking at the hands of the time we've been given here
This is all we got and we gotta start thinkin' it
Every second counts on a clock that's tickin'
Gotta live like we're dying
We only got 86 400 seconds in a day
To turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em while we got the chance to say,
Gotta live like we're dying

And if your plane fell out of the skies
Who would you call with your last goodbyes
Should be so careful who we left out of our lives
So when we long for absolution, there'll be no one on the line

Yeah, gotta start
Looking at the hands of the time we've been given here
This is all we got and we gotta start thinkin' it
Every second counts on a clock that's tickin'
Gotta live like we're dying
We only got 86 400 seconds in a day
To turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em while we got the chance to say,
Gotta live like we're dying

Like we're dying
Oh, like we're dying
Like we're dying
Oh, ike we're dying

We only got 86 400 seconds in a day
To turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em while we got the chance to say,
Gotta live like we're dying

You never know a good thing until it's gone
You never see a crash until it's head on
All these people right when we're dead wrong,
You never know a good thing till it's gone

Yeah, gotta start
Looking at the hands of the time we've been given here
This is all we got and we gotta start thinkin' it
Every second counts on a clock that's tickin'
Gotta live like we're dying
We only got 86 400 seconds in a day
To turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em while we got the chance to say,
Gotta live like we're dying

Like we're dying
Oh, like we're dying
Like we're dying
Oh, like we're dying

We only got 86 400 seconds in a day
To turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em while we got the chance to say,
Gotta live like we're dying

Abandon. Part 4 of Chapter 2 of Book 1

I wrote a poem for myself:

Abandon
Why this few nights that the moon shine so bright?
I feel very lonely as I continue my study.
No one is besides me as I almost everyday eat maggie mee.
I feel very terrible as my life is horrible.

All I can stare is how my heart is teared.
My heart is now in few pieces as my room have no hisses.
My phone is so soundless because they are heartless.
I am Abandoned by my good pals like I am now suppose to be in hell.



That's the poem I express myself.
This is 3rd week of my semester and I have been 3 weeks of lecture class, 2 weeks of tutorial class and practical class...met some new friends but hopefully they won't be those I mentioned in my poem...that's so many changes...I cried again why this is happening...most of my friends have their own gang but look at me, I am all by myself. Betrayed, Abandoned and Soundless is in my brain now...I have to feed on bread and instants noodles when nobody invite me out...I have teared a lot but all they can do is how to take advantage of me...

One of this week(Tuesday), a friend shared the same feeling with me as I was releasing my anger and sadness with her...She did see what I saw...but still, thanks for sharing with me Alex.
But I have to be strong and I don't need anyone's help anymore...

From now on, I am a LONEWOLF.
Lonewolf=hunts alone at night(eat dinner by himself)
have his slumber all by himself
talk to the water like he's got a friend(all he can see is himself)

For Your Entertainment by Adam Lambert.

The 1st single's out. For your entertainment by Adam Lambert is totally nice...I have been listening to it over and over again this 2 days without listening to the others, the title is the same the name of the album...maybe the album is really for my entertainment...I just love how he pull his high pitch... here's the song I uploaded in Imeem...

For Your Entertainment - Adam Lambert


and the lyrics...

So hot
Out the box
Can we pick up the pace?
Turn it up,
Heat it up
I need to be entertained
Push the limit
Are you with it?
Baby, don’t be afraid
I’ma hurt ‘ya real good, baby

Let’s go
It’s my show
Baby, do what I say
Don’t trip off the glitz
That I’m gonna display
I told ya
I’ma hold ya down until you’re amazed
Give it to ya ’til your screaming my name

No escaping when I start
Once I’m in I own your heart
There’s no way you’ll ring the alarm
So hold on until it’s over

Oh, do you know what you got into?
Can you handle what I’m ’bout to do?
‘Cause it’s about to get rough for you
I’m here for your entertainment

Oh, I bet you thought that I was soft and sweet
‘Ya fallen angel swept ya off ya feet
Well I’m about to turn up the heat
I’m here for your entertainment

It’s alright
You’ll be fine
Baby, I’m in control
Take the pain
Take the pleasure
I’m the master of both
Close your eyes
Not your mind
Let me into your soul
I’ma work ya ’til your totally blown

No escaping when I start
Once I’m in I own your heart
There’s no way ‘ta ring the alarm
So hold on until it’s over

Oh, do you know what you got into?
Can you handle what I’m ’bout to do?
‘Cause it’s about to get rough for you
I’m here for your entertainment

Oh, I bet you thought that I was soft and sweet
‘Ya fallen angel swept ya off your feet
Well I’m about to turn up the heat
I’m here for your entertainment

Oh oh…mmmm
Entertainment…
Oh oh…..Oh entertainment…
I’m here for your entertainment…

Oooohhh…..
Do you like what you see?
Wooooaaaahhhh……
Let me entertain ya ’till you screeaaam

Oh, do you know what you got into?
Can you handle what I’m ’bout to do?
‘Cause it’s about to get rough for you
I’m here for your entertainment

Oh, I bet you thought that I was soft and sweet (bet ya thought)
‘Ya fallen angel swept ya off your feet
Well I’m about to turn up the heat (turn up the heat)
I’m here for your entertainment

My Creativity...3

My 3rd entry of my work...

Part 3 of Chapter 2 of Book 1

Well, it's the 2nd week...so far, I'm normal at school...I'm guessing I won't be going back to my hometown for the next 2 0r 3 weeks...cause have a lot to study...
This weeks, tutorial classes started this week and I don't have to worry of walking, cause I finally got my motorcycle sticker...I'm overjoyed to see the word SUCCESS in my statues bar...
And, I have bought 4 books for this semester...which are Marketing textbook, Sociology textbook and a 2nd hand photocopy webpage design textbook and the 2nd hand photocopy Management Study textbook...
I bought the 2 2nd hand photocopy textbook from my step sisters...and I got it for a fair price...thx sis although I have not pay you yet...
While on the other 2 originally printed books, I bought it from a tiny bookstore in my University, which are damn expensive!!!!
Most people couldn't afford them, instead, they photocopy them...
Today(tuesday), I was having a blast...my 1st class was Marketing tutorial class, guess who's my tutor?
My academic adviser...Ms.Kamaleswari...she's one of the best lecturer or tutor around...she taught me tutorial economic class last semester but she left half way and replace by a not so good lecturer...
In my Marketing tutorial class, I though I was suppose to be group with Lim Keng Boon but tuns out, nope...he was thinking the same way...I was assign to new faces(at least I know one and that's Kim)...I got to know new faces and we have to do the Marketing assignment and presentation together...The people I met was Linda, Mong Cherng, Chiou Hwa and Ying Hao...
Nice to know you all and we all will make a perfect and successful team...
After that, I went to the bookstore to buy those books as I mention above...

These are the 2 books...Sociology Textbook

Marketing Textbook

After I bought the 2 books, I studied my Marketing textbook 1st and jog down some important notes in the reading room of my university...I was actually study!!! WOW!!! I can do this all day at school...

That's all for today...