Rawang...why am I there?

I went to Rawang which is near Kuala Lumpur to learn Accounting...I learned a hell lot...from 30% to 85%...WOW!!! I mean I didn't have account basic but now, meet the new Jacky...haha...
I went there for 3 days and stayed at my aunt's house...

I went to Ikea with my family as I mentioned as the previous post. In Ikea, I saw this cute animal picture that I wanted to have as my pet...2 parrots on a branch...it was so cute...After I went to eat 'small dragon ball'...I saw this shop and I was shocked...the name of the restaurant was from a classic and acamedamic winning award movie, Forrest Gump. The restaurant was named Bubba Gump Shrimp Coporation. It's the same role as the restaurant where I ate the small dragon ball...I was damned suprise...
Then today(wednesday) is my last day in Rawang...I went to go shopping near Rawang but I didn't want to go KL although is near becaause of the tolls...have to pay this and that...it's very annoying...so decided to go a shopping center called Parkson which is smaller than 50% of my hometown's Parkson...I bought a jacket for my University use and cold weather use...I bought this because it makes me have a nice youngster look although I am a youngster...it cost me 89.90 but it was on discount, so at the end, it costed 71.90...but before I bought this one, I though I tried another before I bought it...a black one with orange stripes...I look like a biker wearing this but instead, I bought the white with blue and black stripes.
The black one was cheaper than the white one but the white one is more comfortable...
that's my trip in rawang...had a lot of fun and learn a lot in accounting...

I'm sorry bloggy! The 3 elements of feelings

It's been a week I blog you baby...
There's so many things that's happening to me now...happy, sad and worry...

Happy-Exam's over
Sad-My love life and my 3 week's plans are all ruined
Worry-My exam results

Now, I'm at Rawang near KL learning accounting cause in the future, I still have to learn accounting in my degree course...

Before that, I went to Ikea which is a shopping complex that sells furniture...I will visit Ikea when I work and decorate my own house...

Then, My relative took me to eat 'small dragon ball'...it's nice and it's not made out of dragon...'dud'...it's made out of pork...all of the sudden, I saw someone very familiar...she's from TV...Wong Chui Ling...I was damn shocked to see her but didn't get a chance to take a photo with her...
It's rare for me to see a celebrity infront of me...she was eating with some one else(not a male by the way)...her hairstyle changed...and she's very pretty when not on television...

Then, started yesterday night...accounting learning...headaache...alot to learn but learn alot...
I think I'm getting the hang of it...well, wish me a hell lot in Account...

Rain...

Oh my god! From Thursday afternoon rained until now(Friday 3.48am)...
I just woke up to continue my study for the examination...
I mean god drank too many beer? Have Zeus won over Hades?
I like rain cause it makes it cool and nice...
I mean I can't study because of the heat that makes you tired...
I used to study in my room with air-con...
But I'm in my campus and my room doesn't have an air-con...even if I do, the electricity bill is way too expensive for each month...
And my Australia friend, David, have been asking god to rain on his side of the country...so he did but just a little...The Australians are dying for rain...no matter what...I feel kinda pity for them...while over here, rains a hell lot...I do love rain but not when I wanna go out for meal...
I do appreciate it...Thank you god and if you can hear me...have a heavy rain in Australia for my dear friend, David and his friends...if you don't do it for me, do it for them...they really need you...

A letter from Alwyn? For you, Alwyn...

Thanks for the post( http://alwyn8768.blogspot.com/2009/09/jacky-this-post-is-for-you.html ) , alwyn...
I am sorry that I said you didn't care for me...
Before the study week started...I was with Joey and the gang...I had friends that time but now, no one is with me although you are my housemate...I'm not blaming your friends, I'm blaming my friends...To how I feel, I feel Edward doesn't really like me, that's all...just like my new housemate did the same to me before I moved in, they didn't like me but now, no more...I asked Max's car because you were out while you bike was still there...I asked you could I borrow your bike but you left...I still treats you like a friend but not as much before...

1 more thing, we still have 2 more papers to go and we won't see each other that often( including joey and the gang)...because of our time tables...I just don't wish that i don't want to be apart from my friends...I have the best friendship here than before...but now, every-night, I eat alone...not like before, I always hanged out with joey and the gang for lunch and dinner...

I know all of you have stress but Alwyn, you still can go out dinner with friends (whether is your brother's housemate or your group-mates and some-more, your brother is here with you)...that's why I need a girl-friend, so that I won't be alone...

By next semester, we all are apart...less than 50% of all the classes, I'm only sit next to you...don't you forget this...

And lastly, I want everyone to read my blog so that I want them to know how I feel...even my family read my blog, even my Australia friends, David, keeps checking my blog out...(I do appreciate it, David)...

Thx for the post, Alwyn...I'm just expressing my feelings...

Kim, My brother?

Well, my friends have been avoiding me including my brother, Alwyn... for no reasons...
I mean we used to go out when we were brothers but now, since he knew Edward, he replaced me...everytime when I asked Alwyn out, then he mention Edward...nowadays, Edward treats me badly...WTF?! I mean is it my problem or he doesn't even like me...last night I asked to borrow his camera for me to have a look at, then one little excuse 'no battery'...that kept my mouth shut...what's his problem...I think he doesn't like me and he stole my brother away since...now, Alwyn is more on his side than mine...

But on a good side...I was sitting in my school's cafe...I sms-ed Kim and asked HER where was she and she replied coming to school...I kept reading...then a while, she came from my back without noticing...then we chatted like non-stop...after the economics exam, we went home and she asked me how to get the Digi Campus but no one helped her...I went out with her and helped her...By the way, she is not my type but the type to be my bro...I asked Max(my housemate) to borrow his car to send her to a Digi shop...I helped her and we went to buy dinner and ate it at home...By the way, there are 7 classes out of 13, I will be the same class with her next semester...
to show who she is...best friend this week...

WOW, now I started to put who is the best friend award?

The 4 words

After my English exam, Carrot was standing outside of my house and I asked him what is he doing...he was waiting for Alwyn to go for a meal...once I heard it...my tummy start yelling for food...So I said I wanna joined but carrot was confused and don't know what to do...at the end, we all went...8 person went to McD at Ipoh...I was happy cause I didn't eat McD for a month cause Kampar doesn't have a McD...pity all the uni student here...have to go ipoh to eat McD...then Edward said something about going somewhere, I didn't heard it clearly...so I asked what is it...He striked me back using 'none of your business'. I was shocked but I kept smiling...I was hurt...WTF?! I was asking what is it...When did I say I wanna go? I rather study then going...I was hurt and I couldn't get those 4 words out of my head...I never like to hear or use the 4 words in any language...I was damn hurt...

Then I heard that Valentine was in part of the crash, I was worried but I rather keep my business off...when I looked at her face and her expression was okay...I hoped she's alright...I don't want any of my friends to get hurt or injured or get teared...I never like that...but do they still treat me like a friend? or they still put me in the last of their friendship list? I don't like this...I care for them and this is all I get? I don't know what to think...friendship and love is always the problem for me...will I be alone in the future? Alone in my own house with no friends along by my side...I felt lonely every bit of second now...I hope David is here...

Do you know how I feel?

I don't know how to feel today...Morning, I was going to have my math exam. Before that, I didn't sleep because I did my revision with 2 of my female friends...the whole night...Went in the hall of exam tiredly, once the examiner allowed us to open our exam papers, POP, all the difficult questions rushed out...giving me worries and headache although I'm not fully recover...after the exam, felt disappointed...then I didn't eat my breakfast and it was 11.30am...so go and buy lunch and eat at home...washed my underwear and hang it outside and under the hot sun at 1pm...without boundaries, I went straight to bed, slept for 4hours which means I woke up at 5pm...I saw the sky was getting darker, I worried that the sky rained and my under wears were all wet...turned out, they're not...I cooked instant noodles which is totally unhealthy for our body for your information...watch Dragonball Evolution in PPS...then happy that 2 subject passed and 4 to go...really, what kind of feeling suits me today? Today, there's only one song that suits me, Feeling Good by Adam Lambert...he sang this during the American Idol...

My Apologies

I'm sorry that I have acted angrily cause I grew up as a indoor boy...My family always take care of me when I'm home and sick...but now I'm in my hostel with no one take care of me...besides, I didn't know how to settle my dinner last night, I ordered delivery which is unhealthy for me...
The only person who really care for me is David Gear...cause when I'm not around, he emails to me when we didn't chat for a long time...he's a good friend from Australia...We met when his school representative came to my school...I'm the one tho is a guide for David Gear...We chit chat in MSN when I'm free...We chat whatever we can think of...I really hope he's in Malaysia and hang out with me...He's a good friend...but how can I find these friend here? It's rare to have these friend...
At the end, I'm sorry how I behave in the previous post...just that no one was besides me yesterday when I'm sick...

Home Alone 2 and friends(Are they?)

Yesterday, I felt sick because of the stupid flu...
I was all by myself...no one besides me...chat with me or take care of me...
I was sad...no one buys me diner, no one have diner with me, no one ask me if I needed help...no one comfort me...no one...
Then I surf facebook a while...I saw YD who is Jia Wern and Shi Wei's housemate cooking and invited Joey and William for diner...without inviting me...I felt so broken hearted...I meant am I a friend to them? They knew me longer than William...Is my relationship with them falling apart? Or they don't want my sickness to spread to them? I felt sad and sick...I'm mood-less today...I don't know how to feel today...then Alwyn went to Pasar Malam also without inviting me...he used to invite me when we were buddies or brothers...WTF?
In this post, it contains my anger and sadness...
Am I not good enough for them?
Am I not good in friendships?
Am I not a good friend to them?
Am I not treating well enough to them?
Am I not a leader?
Am I a extra friend to think of?
Am I an Idiot who always being used by them?
Am I the last one in their friendship List?
Am I even not in their friendship list?
I really wish I have friends that really likes me and always hang out with me and one another...
How hard is it to find a TRUE friend?
I hope David Gear is here...I miss you bro but you're too far away...

Sick day in UTAR LIFE

I'm sick...the title says it...
I have a flu for a start since last night after I went out with my friends at Pizza Hut...
I don't know whether was the cause by Pizza or what...
The flu then block my nose so that I can't breath through there, I have to use my mouth...where else I can breath? My arse? Then headache comes along...then inside my mouth, it feels a bit of warmness and lastly...I sneeze a hell lot and cough a hell lot...\
Went to visit a doc nearby and charge me RM35...don't worry dad, I got the receipt...
And I want to thank to my housemate who sent me there. Someday, I will buy him a meal for wasting his petrol sending me there...

And the most disappointing thing is that I didn't study the whole day...why? Blame the stupid sickness, some more, this freaking friday is my semester final exam and I'm not prepared...
I hope something will happen godly to me...maybe god will make all the exam paper easy...hopefully...

I miss you blog...

I miss you blog...
It has been a very long time I have not blog in my blog page...
Well, Monday was my country's independent's day...at the same day, it's my school or university planned something I hate until this very moment...why?
the school made a simple timetable for each class for us, as student, to choose...
then, that plan was abandon, then they create the most demolish plan ever...they created a list of time slot for all of us to choose...they even asked us to choose on that day. So, I woke up early day in the morning to go to a CC (cybercafe) to register the timetable...so what happened? the internet was jammed cause all the student, including me, were desperate to get a nice and hot time slot...
for me, my time was not too bad at all...at least there's no late class...

On Wednesday, I had a replace class for Public Speaking at 8am in the morning, I hate to wake up early on the morning...then I rode my bike to school, half way there, my bike's engine burned out...I couldn't start the engine when I tried to start it...I asked one of my friend to pick me up...then I parked my bike at a same place...in the class, I get a bag from my tutor, Mr Joe. Only me and the other class rep only can get it...maybe it's a award or thank you gift...That's the bag...
What's inside of it?
I hope it's not a bomb...Junk food...should I wow! or wow?
Well, I think I deserved it...
after that, I send my bike to fix...
before fixing it, I went to an ATM machine to withdraw RM100 for the bike...after fixing it, guess how much did I pay?


more than that?




Less than that?




I paid





RM4.50

Shocked? I withdrew RM100 but I paid RM4.50...dammit...

For a while, I missed that girl that I have been loving her but if she knows that I'm chasing her...she would deny me...I don't want that...I have to forget her in my heart before I will regret loving her in my life...I mean she was perfect but she's the type of girl that attract a lot of guys, that's why I love her...I have to forget her in my heart before I regret in my life...I don't want to have this regret in my life again...I hoped I can find the true one in my life? How long must I wait? or is there the only one out there? Where are you, my only one...I will treasure you when I find you and love you...I always treat love seriously...not matter what, through life and death, I will treat love seriously...